Japanese results

Yesterday, i hav my japanese result...it's failed. =( Seriously dat time dat ppl said to me,a lot things go thru my mind.I realli damn sad and doesn't know how to do. ==1 What the admin ppl tell me is dat "Why u could fail such a easy paper?" followed by "It's very easy u noe...u shudn't fail it" den continues by... ur name is the outstanding one...bcoz in ur class,You r the one hu only failed!"...... I straight away feel useless...seriously!I'm a person hu can waste my parent moneys n sorry dat u have tis kind of useless son. =(......Sorry dad n mom...I realli doesn;t want so..but i really duno what happen ==1

The reason why i blogging this...because I realli duno where can i throw my feelings to...n NOT to draw ATTention!This morning only i call my mum phone n my dad pick up...I say dat I going back home tis afternoon followed by the japanese result thingy...n I cried out! I hear my dad voice very bluur when i say about da result....n when he ask me how? I say i really duno....==1 I noe my dad very sad but just that he doesn't tell me....I really sincerely feel sorry for what I do.Don't bull shit if u say guy won't cry....Guy oso can hav feelings!

Sorry dad n mom....I realli feel useless n moodless now.Your son is realli useless......I realli duno how to pay back what u all do for me...I could smile outside n outsider ppl doesn;t know ...tis doesn;t mean I always "happy-go-lucky" all the time.N da reason i smile outside .....is not bcoz a fake personality outside...is just I doesn;t want my surrounding ppl to sad as well.==1

I think i shall stop blogging now...if not i will keep crying n my eye will red thru out tis few days when blog about tis....Sorry daddy...I noe u work hard..but turn out i be like dat...Sorry even u duno tis blog is exists..... I realli duno how to face my parent n myself =.=

For my best fren,dat see all this..please dun ever post smtg on my fb wall...not to say I doesn;t want ppl to noe..juz dat for me,it's not a gud things n nothings to be proud of. =(